Let it shine

I woke up this morning to the sound of thunder and lightning. The sky was dark, though normally bright this time of morning, and I could hear the pounding rain. It was a wonderful sound! We get a lot of rain in Portland but not so much lightning and thunder. Here in Texas, apparently it's a different story.



Anyway - we've been here a little over a week now and are fairly settled. The girls seem to be adjusting great and have met two friends, Alex (she is 12) and Sam (he is, um about 9). They love riding their bikes (after dinner of course when it has cooled down to about 90) and hanging out in our wading pool. Jordan loves everyone and is happy just about anywhere - though she has taken a shining to "uncle" Mark =)



I seem to be the one still out there in limbo. Not sure what to do. Not sure what God has for me here. It is so easy to get caught up in "what's in this for me" I forget to look past my self. This is something I've struggled with these past few months (well, probably a lot longer than that). But I don't want it to be this way. No matter what the circumstance, I want to be a light shining brightly for my Lord. Even when I feel I have nothing firm to stand on - I am reminded that He is my firm foundation. He fills our lives with his plans and his purpose - though they seem hard to understand at times - His plan remains the same.



So this rainy, stormy morning I am reminded to let my light shine. To trust in His timing and His plans. To let His light shine through me so I am not the focus, but that He is.



Father - fan the flames of my passion for you so that others will see your light inside of me. Let the fire that burns be a steady flame, not one that flickers in winds of change or consumes with damaging heat. Let it be a light that shows the way to you!